Images of her dance through my mind
It's as though I've looked at the sun too long.
I can hear her voice saying my name
And it lands upon my heart like music.
I find myself afraid that I've lost what might have been
But am paralyzed by the fear that it won't change.
I struggle with knowing I may never feel her touch
Or feel admiration like that again.
And I wonder if those feelings are strong enough
To allow me to put my heart out there once more.
Life is a series of experiences, a mix of good and bad
And as I stand here at this crossroads,
I find trust is beyond my reach.
I know not which way to turn..
All I can do is pray to my Goddesses
and trust the answers will come, in time.